Well, I spent Memorial Day weekend in LA and, overall, I had
a great time. It was a very
emotional weekend and proved that I am continually learning more and more about
myself every day. The biggest thing
I learned is that I still have a lot of insecurities and fears that I allow to
hold me back. I am constantly
begging God to mold me into the man He wants me to be…but now I realize that I
AM that man and I just have to continue walking in His love. **** and I had a discussion that truly
brought closure to our together/but not together/in a relationship/but not in a
relationship situation. I think we
both finally realized that I love him a lot more than he loves me. Or rather, I am madly in love with him
and he simply has love for me.
Without a doubt, it hurts like a bitch. But, as in all things, God will get the glory. And for every struggle and every pain,
God is creating a greater testimony for the life that I am living.
~Lorenz
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